never dies.

Remembering.

I never made Mathcounts state without my team carrying me, nor Mathcounts nationals in 7th or 8th grade.

I didn't qualify for USAMO in 8th grade.

I didn't make red MOP in 9th grade.

Nor blue MOP in 10th grade.

So for my first time, this was more than I ever imagined.

But then, I still got destroyed on the subsequent black tests.

It's a long way up.

I don't think I ever expected this.

Nonetheless, i guess all we can do is keep doing some good math, results or no.

Argh! This is way harder than most things I've seen yet.

Drives a man insane >.<